antigone

I want to give up. I want to give up on everything. And I mean everything. I have not been able to write anything the last few weeks, because I have been numb. I’m talking about the numbness that if cut myself I’d bleed, but I would not feel any pain. Not even the release that people who cut themselves feel. Not even a sense of control. I feel like I look for people in my life to abuse me and hurt me. Generally they abuse me in completely different ways then the ones before them. I can’t write anymore.

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