Jun 27 2009
There is the rub, is it not?
As I walk through the summer festival with my boyfriend we see a station for identification chips for children. Sarcastically I say, “I should get you one of those.”
“Why?”
“Well I don’t know. I have trust issues!?!?!”
I have reasons from the abuse to have trust issues, but I have no reason not to trust him. It is my ability to rationalize everything I have been through that impedes my ability to get past this situation. As I typed that last statement I realized I did it again–IRONY! How does a person who has never learned to trust? Who has never had a reason to trust? Begin to trust another person. There is the rub, is it not? Especially, if that person has broken their heart before…..regardless of him being your best friend.
